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In Love And
Fame - Snapshots: Eight - Try
All
of the things we want each other to be we never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby, this is me, baby
Then
I see you standing there wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing
there I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
--“Try” Nelly Furtado
*Author's Note: As a referrence note to understand the
circumstances surrounding
this
chapter, notions here for clarification purposes, are a direct parallel
to those found in Chapter
11 and the beginning of Chapter
13 of A
Tale of Two Popstars.*
Well fuck.
His world just seemed to
continue plummeting
through a downward spiral, totally out of control.
“Repeat that,” he requested,
adamant he had
to be hearing things.
“It’s only going to be a
couple of weeks Ritchie.
It’s not that long.”
Ritchie glared at his
publicist, slack-jawed.
She had to be kidding him.
“Bullshit,” he scoffed,
shaking his head at
her words. “You used that same line last time with LA, and here I
am
weeks later still having to put up with the same shit Shannon.”
Ritchie
leaned his head against the wall agitated. “I’m not doing
it.”
“Ritchie.”
Shannon’s tone was less than
amused.
“I’m being serious
Shannon. I don’t
know how much more I can take. My parents came by for fucks
sake.
Do you know how hard I had to play it up for my mom to back off?”
“Do you know what people are
going to say if
you’re both in London and not in the same house?” Shannon
volleyed back,
undeterred by his brusqueness.
“I don’t give a fuck,”
Ritchie bit out
indignantly, unrelenting. He was tired of pretending. He needed a
break. Hell, after the past couple of weeks he deserved
one.
“Well as your publicist, I
do,” Shannon
replied coolly.
“It’s my fucking house!”
“Trust me Ritchie, sharing a
house with your
wife is the least of your problems, right now,”
Shannon countered, unfazed by his
outburst. “I don’t
need anymore tabloid fodder. It’s been hard enough to convince
the world
that you two planned to get married, or that you didn’t have a quickie
in Vegas
because Aliesa is pregnant.” She leveled her eyes at him.
“The
facts are you’re going back home to record, and for the next couple of
weeks
Aliesa’s management booked her tour rehearsals there. And like it
or not,
you two are married. And that means you’re living together.”
Ritchie blew out a terse
breath, agitated.
“Day One in Las Vegas you knew
that
you were going to have to compromise your lives,” Shannon steadily
reminded
him.
“Well I’m sick of doing it,”
Ritchie voiced
back thickly.
“Well, you’re not in a
position right now not
to do this. And I don’t have any excuses to get either one of you out
of this.
This is completely out of my hands.”
His jaw tightened, but he
didn’t reply.
“Look Ritchie, I wouldn’t be
pushing this
unless I thought you needed to,” Shannon reasoned, her voice permeating
in the
silence between them. “All I’m asking is for a couple more weeks
Ritchie,
just until Aliesa goes on tour.”
“Right,” Ritchie responded
impassively.
“Until something else comes up, right?”
“Will you please just give
this a
chance? At least try too?”
Ritchie sighed tiredly.
“You know we’re
barely hanging on as it is,” he said quietly. “Any day now we’re
just
going to completely fall apart.”
“But you won’t,” Shannon
stated firmly.
Running his fingers through
his hair, Ritchie
nodded. “Yeah,” he agreed, clearly frustrated. “That’d be
too easy
wouldn’t it?”
“It could be worse Ritchie,”
Shannon said
ominously.
“Trust me Shannon, it can’t.”
He
pushed himself from the wall.
“Ritchie.”
He turned.
“About you and Billie…”
Ritchie tensed at the
insinuation.
“There is no me and Billie, Shannon. Hasn’t been for a while.”
Shannon nodded slowly.
“So I shouldn’t
be worried about how you’ve been seen with her?”
“Saw, as in once,”
Ritchie corrected
briskly. “I ran into her the other day. We tend to do that,
being
in the same business and all.”
Shannon ignored the
sarcasm. “There’s
rumors…”
“When has there not been?”
Shannon propped her elbows on
the table,
hands clasped together. “That was then, and this is now,” she
responded
steadily. “Things are different. There are no options
Ritchie.”
The statement hung in the
air,
and Ritchie
silently acknowledged the implications that came with it.
“And like I said, how long do
you think we’re
going to be able to pull this of for?” he questioned rhetorically, and
without
another word, exited the doorway.
As far as Ritchie was concerned, that
discussion was over.
Totally out of control? Correction.
His world
was completely out of control.
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